So I don't know what to do...
My boyfriend of 6 years broke up with me, and he started dating a colleague within a week.
He knows I sometimes deal with depression, but I usually keep up the tough act because he also had some bad moments where I felt that I needed to be strong.
He went to his new girlfriend today. I cried. I told him that I wasn't sure if I would still be here if he came back because I just feel abandoned and replaced. But he still went.
I've got scratch wounds all over my arms and I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm not sure if I actually want to die. I still have things to live for, I think, but I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I feel like nothing will matter. Nobody cares. My phone was off for 2 days and I haven't had a single message or phone call.
And now that asshole is having a party with his new girlfriend while I'm sitting here thinking about killing myself. I really don't matter...
My boyfriend of 6 years broke up with me, and he started dating a colleague within a week.
He knows I sometimes deal with depression, but I usually keep up the tough act because he also had some bad moments where I felt that I needed to be strong.
He went to his new girlfriend today. I cried. I told him that I wasn't sure if I would still be here if he came back because I just feel abandoned and replaced. But he still went.
I've got scratch wounds all over my arms and I just can't deal with this anymore. I'm not sure if I actually want to die. I still have things to live for, I think, but I just want to fall asleep and never wake up. I feel like nothing will matter. Nobody cares. My phone was off for 2 days and I haven't had a single message or phone call.
And now that asshole is having a party with his new girlfriend while I'm sitting here thinking about killing myself. I really don't matter...