Hi. Welcome to the forums
@the_prole. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad at the moment. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you feel like you are in immediate danger, please call the emergency services or a suicide hotline.
We're glad to have you on the forums. This forum is a great place to find any advice or support you need, and is full of great people.
I hope you can feel a bit better soon. Stay safe. Sending hugs

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