welcome to SF. harming yourself will only cause more issues. try to talk to someone irl to help you. and please keep talking here because we care and we are listening to you. i hope you feel better soon...mike...
Hi. Welcome to the forums @the_prole. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad at the moment. Please don't do anything to hurt yourself. If you feel like you are in immediate danger, please call the emergency services or a suicide hotline.
We're glad to have you on the forums. This forum is a great place to find any advice or support you need, and is full of great people.
I hope you can feel a bit better soon. Stay safe. Sending hugs .