I feel horrible.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by An Angel in Black, Jan 23, 2008.

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  1. An Angel in Black

    An Angel in Black Well-Known Member

    for some reason i havent been able to sleep very good lately, and today i feel even worse..its been nothing but nightmares and pain and i just want to scream!!!!!! ive been depressed all day today and it feels like its only getting worse. especially with my dad and being so close to moving, hes screaming a lot. i feel like putting an end to it, but im still not for sure. ive been unable to stop crying tonight, no matter what ive done, music, writing, anything. i have a headache to make things worse and i just want to scream so F*ing loud!!!!!!!! i know it will pass, but god i feel horrible..:sad:

    LILICHIPIE Well-Known Member

    im here
    pm me if u want to talk
    im heading to the forum

    love u hun
  3. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    Hi Angel. Try to be as strong as you can. You'll be moving out soon so that's something to be happy about. Also, Lilichipie is still here (thankfully) and that's another thing to be thankful for. I hope that you both can find the strength to carry on, because you're both very nice people and you guys deserve to be happy.
  4. SweetVitriol

    SweetVitriol Antiquitie's Friend

    Angel...Then share it with us..Let someone else take some of the load..

    I know I have said this before, but from across the miles I am holding you hand and drying away your tears..

    Be strong hon
  5. kitai16

    kitai16 Well-Known Member

    I really hope things get better for you, hun. I know how not sleeping can really effect how you feel. *hugs*
  6. New-Hope

    New-Hope Well-Known Member


    Hope you feel better soon Angel.
    I hate days like that, we all get them sometimes I suppose. I thought I was having a good day until something happened and I hit rock bottom again...
    With the sleep issue, I know it sounds really childish; but try some hot chocolate or something before going to bed. Works for me! :laugh:
  7. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    i hope you feel better soon :hug: take care
  8. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    I'm experiencing a day like that now. I can't focus. I can't sit down and work on things like I should. I want to be with people, yet I want to be alone. It's a terrible feeling. You're not alone.

    LILICHIPIE Well-Known Member

    hello my sweetheart

    just emailed you
    how are you doing today
    We couldntmake it yesterday and i just got ur emails
    just replied to it
    know that I think of you and one more day is courage and strenght

  10. tesseract

    tesseract Well-Known Member

    You do that. Trust me, helps. A lot.

    Well, you know that, so do we. and yeah, it still feels horrible. Just watch out you dont do anything stupid. It will get better so just make sure you pull out until that time.
  11. Crue-K

    Crue-K Well-Known Member

    I hate that feeling. When you are so tired and exhausted yet can't sleep. I recommend watching BBC1 on a sunday evening. Antiques roadshow, songs of praise, last of the summer wine etc etc, a total yawn fest.
  12. An Angel in Black

    An Angel in Black Well-Known Member

    I had no idea so many poeple cared..lol thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart..im so lucky to have friends like you..thank you so much.^_^ i feel a little better today, almost offed myself today:unsure: but i changed my mind about 1/4 of the trigger left and put the gun back. then i read your messeges and im so glad today im still alive, so at least i could say thank you. :rolleyes:
  13. Dave_N

    Dave_N Guest

    You might want to keep your gun locked up in a safe place Angel, just in case if you feel down again. We need you here man.
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