I feel horrible.

[An Angel in Black]

for some reason i havent been able to sleep very good lately, and today i feel even worse..its been nothing but nightmares and pain and i just want to scream!!!!!! ive been depressed all day today and it feels like its only getting worse. especially with my dad and being so close to moving, hes screaming a lot. i feel like putting an end to it, but im still not for sure. ive been unable to stop crying tonight, no matter what ive done, music, writing, anything. i have a headache to make things worse and i just want to scream so F*ing loud!!!!!!!! i know it will pass, but god i feel horrible..:sad:

 

[LILICHIPIE]

angel
im here
pm me if u want to talk
im heading to the forum

hugs
love u hun

 

[Dave_N]

Hi Angel. Try to be as strong as you can. You'll be moving out soon so that's something to be happy about. Also, Lilichipie is still here (thankfully) and that's another thing to be thankful for. I hope that you both can find the strength to carry on, because you're both very nice people and you guys deserve to be happy.

 

[SweetVitriol]

Angel...Then share it with us..Let someone else take some of the load..

I know I have said this before, but from across the miles I am holding you hand and drying away your tears..

Be strong hon

 

[kitai16]

I really hope things get better for you, hun. I know how not sleeping can really effect how you feel. s*

 

[New-Hope]

:hug:

Hope you feel better soon Angel.
I hate days like that, we all get them sometimes I suppose. I thought I was having a good day until something happened and I hit rock bottom again...
With the sleep issue, I know it sounds really childish; but try some hot chocolate or something before going to bed. Works for me! :laugh:

 

[Petal]

i hope you feel better soon :hug: take care

 

[pit]

I'm experiencing a day like that now. I can't focus. I can't sit down and work on things like I should. I want to be with people, yet I want to be alone. It's a terrible feeling. You're not alone.

 

[LILICHIPIE]

hello my sweetheart

just emailed you
how are you doing today
We couldntmake it yesterday and i just got ur emails
just replied to it
know that I think of you and one more day is courage and strenght

love
agnes

 

[tesseract]

i just want to scream so F*ing loud!!!!!!!!

You do that. Trust me, helps. A lot.

I know it will pass, but god i feel horrible..:sad:

Well, you know that, so do we. and yeah, it still feels horrible. Just watch out you dont do anything stupid. It will get better so just make sure you pull out until that time.

 

[Crue-K]

I hate that feeling. When you are so tired and exhausted yet can't sleep. I recommend watching BBC1 on a sunday evening. Antiques roadshow, songs of praise, last of the summer wine etc etc, a total yawn fest.

 

[An Angel in Black]

I had no idea so many poeple cared..lol thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart..im so lucky to have friends like you..thank you so much.^_^ i feel a little better today, almost offed myself today:unsure: but i changed my mind about 1/4 of the trigger left and put the gun back. then i read your messeges and im so glad today im still alive, so at least i could say thank you. :rolleyes:

 

[Dave_N]

You might want to keep your gun locked up in a safe place Angel, just in case if you feel down again. We need you here man.