Alright, this is my first time I've made a thread, other than the intro forum. Lately I've been feeling really suicidal. The feelings are coming back and hitting harder than before. I used to be able to cut to get rid of them, but I haven't cut in almost 7 months. I don't know what to do. All I do is sit in bed and think of dying. Now this feels stupid to say, but it's like, I know I won't kill myself, but I really really want to. It's hard to explain :/ I just feel so worthless and useless and so alone..