My husband just walked out on me after 7 years I know thats not a lot but I've been through a lot in these 7 years and he has been my only friend, I've lost everyone else the only one I have is my mum and I dont know because shes so sick . The worst part is that everything was fine a day before and he said he loved me . Today he walked off so calmly even though I begged him . Maybe I'm useless , maybe I'm borderline . But It's just that he was the only friend I had literally , I'm not even good with people , I'm always friendly its just no one cares enough to listen . If I weren't so alone things wouldnt have been this way. Everything my dad , money abuse everythings been so wrong all my life I want to smile once just once really smile . I wouldve killed myself if it werent for my mother, I did try once got admitted in the hospital for a week but I didnt really try . I want to but I cant .