I like my school mainly, but I have felt ignored or something for a while now... Something has changed. A classmate of mine is nowadays a very famous blogger in our country (japansese inspired), and she's going to have a blog award on a gala in our capital next week. She's going to be on telly and things like that. I know that she doesn't like me so much for some reason, but I could never imagine it was in this way... We were friends before, but she doesn't care about me anymore. My classmates are going out tomorrow, "she" made the party all up. They'll be about 13 people going to Megazone (laserdome), everyone knew about it... Except me, as they never asked me. And they know that I love playing laserdome. It's too late now for me to join, everything is booked already. Why?? .___. when I asked a classmate about it, he just had a kind of grin... I can't figure out anything I might have done wrong. I feel very hurt and sad. EVERYONE loves her... She's so happy and kind to everybody. And I'm not enough. Fuck.