I've dropped out of college because I can't face the people there any longer and because I'm so behind on the work. I have a shit part-time job that I only do on Saturdays. The rest of the time I just sit around my house with no motivation and no purpose and feeling totally worthless. I never go out and see my friends, I spend my time on my own, drinking and cutting my arms. My parents hate me because I'm such a loser. My life has just gone to crap. There's no point me being here, I have nothing left. I've felt this way for a long time... I just want it to be over. I don't want to live this life any longer.