Does anyone else on here ever feel like the world looks at you like youre a monster? For me its a daily thing, one of the biggest reasons i feel suicidal is this. Everyone and i mean everyone including my own family treats me like im a monster. Its so lonely knowing everyone is watching you expecting you to snap at any moment. There are a ton of people that think im going to go off the deep end and do horrible things. Many have even said it to my face that im one of those crazed lone wolves that's one day going to cause mass destruction. Im not though im a good person with a good heart but no one sees it and no one believes it. Its judt so hard knowing im not close to anyone.