I feel like a potential cancer

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by someguy24, Mar 22, 2014.

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  1. someguy24

    someguy24 Well-Known Member

    I feel like a potential cancerous unit of humanity, not in the same way because I don't just consume, destroy, and reproduce. But in this sense I think that I might become a cancer and that the defense mechanism of the body of humanity have not been able to destroy me yet, the process has not been truly completed yet. I know I will not be a cancer because I am aware of it and so the self-destruct mechanism in me is ticking, but not in a "I will do reckless things and harm myself until I die" kind of way, but just to do no harm, be somewhat productive for small time I might have left, and get effective. I find some solace in this thought I realized today.
     
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    someguy24 Well-Known Member

    Awkward?
     
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