I Feel Like Crying

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by LonelyKid, Aug 14, 2007.

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  1. LonelyKid

    LonelyKid Well-Known Member

    I feel like crying.
    But there's nothing there.
    I feel like giving up.
    But there's no point.
    I feel like throwing everything away.
    But there's nothing to throw away.
    I feel like being happy.
    But don't know how.
    I feel like wanting someone.
    But don't want be back.
    I feel like laughing.
    But i'm all laughed out.
    I feel like being understood.
    But there's nothing to understand.
    I feel like reaching out.
    But there's no one to grab my hand.
    I feel like being cared about.
    But do i really deserve that?
     
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  3. LonelyKid

    LonelyKid Well-Known Member

    I constantly worry how I look...
    I constantly worry how I think...
    I constantly worry how I seem,
    I constantly worry how I seem to you...
    It's starting to eat me up inside,
    Will I ever be good enough?

    To empty your drawers and clean your clothes?
    To shine your windows or cook your food?

    Do I even know enough?
    I do know you're too good for me,
    I know I don't know a damn thing...
    I can't solve an equation...
    I don't know what the hell is a synonym...
    Tell me again what hydrogen is...

    It's starting to eat me up inside,
    I didn't ask to care for you,
    I can't build a lair for you...
    I can't play you an etude...
    I can't paint you a portrait...
    I can't save you from disease...
    I can't give you enough love...
    And I know they mean so much to you...
    I can't deserve you with anything...

    I constantly worry how I look...
    I constantly worry how I seem...
    I constantly worry how I act...
    I constantly worry I act a fool...
    It's starting to eat me up inside...
    Only in you can I confide...

    I try to stand with all my might,
    I crumble under your gaze...
    'Cause I get lost in your eyes like a maze...

    I'm just a simple guy...
    Stuggling through life...
    I'm learning as I go,
    It only gets harder from here...
    I collapse in fear...

    I can't do this alone...
    Please pick up a phone,
    Make sure I made it through...
    Even though I'm no good for you...

    My love for you will never die,
    But...
    I can't buy you a car with it...
    I can't buy you a dress with it...
    I can't be strong for you...
    I can't win you a prize...
    I can't sing you a serenade...
    All I can do is fade away...
     
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