i feel like dogshit

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by skinnylove911, May 3, 2013.

  1. skinnylove911

    skinnylove911 Well-Known Member

    Right now Im not interested in life in general, nothing really takes my fancy nothing really wakes me up and thinks life is great, life is not bloody great, im struggling each to think of reasons to stay alive, I am struggling each day to get through the seconds, minutes and hours. The reality is that I dont care anymore. I don't want to bother with life!
    Im wanting to end it so badly :)
    i hate myself
    I wish i was dead
    I hate life i wish i have never been born!
    Okay great, i have an interview coming up and thats perked me up a little but i dont want to go through yet another rejection, cos i dont know if mentally I can handle it. I just know that if were to get rejected it will be like I have gone back nine months :)
  2. YODA1066

    YODA1066 Well-Known Member

    do you have a MHteam you could talk to or someone irl who could help you through this?
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun they are not rejecting you hun the are taking the ones they feel have most experiance and knowledge not you they are rejection maybe just don't have the experiance they needed
    That being said i do hope that you get this job hun hugs