why is it that i feel this way?, a void, a heavy feeling on my stomach, it makes me sad and i cannot tell why. today is a normal day, just like any other, then all of a sudden i feel depressed, i try to find the source but i can`t, sometimes i feel as if it were a curse. and i try to keep myself busy, yet the feeling is overwhelming, my mind is absorb into it. and as of now i think of ways of how to end it, how to stop breathing, to stop thinking, and it is a insane thinking but it`s common at a point like this. maybe tomorrow i will feel different and not think any of these things, but also maybe one day i`ll feel so overwhelming that i`ll just do it (kill myself) without thinking it twice.