I feel like dying... : (

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Enceladus, Jul 12, 2008.

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  1. Enceladus

    Enceladus Member

    So me and my ex got into it again today over some stupid crap. She's so full of shit. She tells me I'm very good looking, smart, successful, funny, sweet, and that I have a bright future ahead of me, then she dumps me. She said that stuff both when we were together, and after she dumped me. So how could I believe that stuff if she broke up with me?

    <mod edit-gentlelady-methods> I know it's not gonna kill me, but being awake for the rest of the day just might, so luckily now soon I'll be passed out, for around 15 hours I'd guess, based on previous experience.

    It's the ultimate quandary - I don't want to live anymore, but I don't want to hurt my mother, whom I love so much and who's already a fragile person. I kind of fake it through the day, and right now she's the only reason why I'm not dead already.

    I don't know what the point of this topic was, really. I'm so depressed and lonely right now, and crying my eyes out, waiting... waiting for relief or death, and I'm sure now that relief will only come with death. :sad:
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  2. Insignificant

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    i'm sorry you're having such a hard time right now. women can just be so erratic we don't always make much sense. :please: get yourself in for some help right now :please: i'm concerned for ya, and would like to see you get some help. being a mother myself i can tell you if one of my children did that to themselves i would end up doing it to myself. i'd never be able to handle. it would grieve me tooooo much. again :please: get in for some help and get back with us when you get back ok?

    :please: take care
  3. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    You'll find someone in time who isn't soo unpredictable. In time that pain will ease and you will grow stronger from this.
  4. leftoutsidealone

    leftoutsidealone Well-Known Member

    been dumped cruelly, a number of times by the same person. went through antidepressants etc. time won't heal it, i can tell from experience, but your ex is never worth you dying for her. best revenge is to stay alive.
  5. sakuragirl

    sakuragirl Well-Known Member

    Believe the good stuff and ignore the rest. Sometimes girls really dont know what they want and when they find someone smart, good looking, intelligent etc they dont think they deserve them so they dump them. Time is a great thing.
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Please stop and think it over very carefully. She left you. I went back to my exwife six times trying to work things out with her. I wanted my daughter to have both her parents. It lasted about two weeks each time then she would get drunk and go home with anyone trying to put the moves on her. Every relationship I have been in I was cheated on. They would say i'm boring and wasn't paying enough attention to them. All I did was work, eat, and sleep. They didn't mind spending my money. I also raised the last ones two boys up to the time they turned eighteen. Boy I was a real loser. Any how you need to prepare yourself for the worst. We are here to offer support and advice.I hope you will start looking elsewhere. It doesn't sound to me like she cares. I wish you the best. If you need to vent just PM me.:chopper:.
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