I got this call today, it was from my mom's boyfriend, who molested me when I was young. I was in shock. I thought that all those fears, and memories of the past were going away, but they came back, faster than they left. I started cutting this morning, I stopped working, cant face the day.. the reason he called was for money my mom left in her account, she passed away on new years, I get sick to my stomach when I think he has my number. Im just tired of all this crap, my moms dead, my sisters dead. . I feel like dying. I miss my mom.. I hate that man..I hate myself..