I feel like ending it

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by johndoe1, Oct 30, 2008.

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  1. johndoe1

    johndoe1 New Member

    I don't know why but every time when i get stressed out i feel like committing suicide. Just thinking about ending it all relaxes me. Even though I'm atheist I hope there is something, that most people call god. I hope there is something on the other side. Anyways Im 20 year kid with no friends, and mediocre family. It sucks I'm behind in whatever i do. I was suppose to be in College two years ago, but I still haven't even started a class. My whole family thinks I'm weak and retarded, but I guess i just have a really negative view of life. We work all our lives and at the end we die for what reason? If there is something afterlife, something good, wouldn't it be better to just skip the painful part and move on to the good ones. As if there is something.
  2. Summer.Rain

    Summer.Rain Well-Known Member

    once not so long ago i though exacly the same as you do.
    Today i undarstand how selfish i was.
    sure life is a difficult proccess, but its just a part of the ethernal cicle we stuck in.
    Life teached me that when something ends, its the begginin of something new.
    This rule is always there, so i think its the same with life and death.
    When we die, we just go to a diffrent place with diffrent rules but good and evil
    will take place everywhere, it what keeps the balance in the world we call reallity, and reallity is life or what comes after it.
  3. LostSpirit

    LostSpirit Well-Known Member

    hi there....

    i was told the other day.. life is the short, so live it to the full, who are they tryin to kid? life is one of the longest damn things we do! like you im young ( 22) i had everything, now iv nothing, my dad is so disappointed in me, i can tell, i believe there is a afterlife, it would take one shallow minded person to think. we live this life for nothing, i guess you could call this our shell.... i sometimes wish i could close my eyes and never wake up, but you no what i'm going to try and fight this, and so should you! when you are gone you are gone for good, after a while people forget about you... and move on with things. your still young.. so take a step in the right direction and start sorting your life out today

  4. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    Hi and welcome..I also used to go to The Potential Exit when stressed...as if this was my comfort zone...once I took this off the table, I have been able to deal with stress in a completely different way...best regards, J
  5. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    :shake::welcome: Hey JohnDoe,
    The lack of interest and the fact you have no energy to accomplish your goals all tell me that you are definitley suffering from depression. You might try therapy, it helps alot of ppl. It has kept me from commiting. I have been suicidal since I was 13. I made one attempt back then and freaked out that my dad was going to beat my ass. It didn't dawn on me if I am dead he can't harm me.
    I have been suffering seveere depression for the last 15 years. I have a second attempt in there somewhere, I don't remember when it happened. You will meet some pretty awesome ppl here on the forum!! there more than likely are several who have been thru some of the things you have. You need to set yourself small goals right now. Something you know you can handle. When you start getting just a little hope then set goals that take a little more strength and thought.
    I really hope you do the therapy, if he/she refers you to a shrink then go. It takes alot of us a combo of help to feel just a little better. Myself I see a shrink(he's new and I don't like him), meds, and a therapist. Think it over, it will be a big decision on your part!!~Joseph~
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