11/7/09 Around 5PM (I know there was one quarter left in the bama and lsu game.) I recieve a phone call, from a friend of mine that I met in a AA meeting about 4ish months ago. He asked me if I wanted to drive to Auburn and take some psyclobin mushrooms. I didn't refuse, It's been awhile since I've tripped and I was thinking I could save them and take them at show. You called me when I was walking to my car, (I'm guessing that it's around 6PM) After we saied our goodbyes, I'm now on my way to pick up Adam. I pick up Adam drunk at a bar, I told him I needed gas $, so we both went to a local 7-11 and he filled my car up, and bought 2 12packs of steel reserve(cheap beer). So we begin our drive to Auburn and I cracked open a beer, I am driving to. I go through about 5-6 beers by the time we reach "WR". I'm feeling pretty good, smoking a ciggerete and drunk. We make it to Auburn about an hour and a half later ( had to stop sevral times to use the bathroom), and supriseingly (saying this sarcasticly because I knew something was up.) So Adam brought up the idea to get some Cocaine. Me, at first I was thinking "No i just want the mushrooms", then my addictive old behavior came up and I was like F*** it. So we got a half ounce of cocaine about 14-15 grams. I don't want to get to gory with details. We figured that if we snorted some cocaine we'd get sober. HAhahaha how wrong I was!! We were in Auburn so we decided (another bright idea) to go to "Tiger Town" (It's a party/bar/club strip in Auburn, like burbon street in New Orleans but with more college students.) Adam is paying my way in everything, So we went and got a arm bracelet and got even more drunk. This is where my black out is starting to begin, (I'm sorry it's taken me a while to write this, this is very emotionaly for me to do.) I remeber toliet papering downtown Auburn University with some people I met. So It's getting late and I decided to find Adam and leave, So when I found Adam, he was really drunk to. So both him and I do more coke, and we are going to go to Taco Bell. I remember going through the drive through, and he told me to back up. So I back up into someones car, and Adam gets out of the car, and wonders off, and I was left to deal with everyone drunk and high on coke. I don't rember what they were saying, they didn't call the police. I now remeber someone I met gave me a pillow and told me to sleep in my car and not drive, (Oh man how much I should have listened to him.) Somewhere in the night I decided to drive back to home, I sort have thought that I was already home. I was driving the Buick, and I crashed, pretty bad. I ended up walking for help. I didn't relise at the time that I was in my underwear and had 2 un matched shoes. I walked to the waffle house. I walked all though a creek, cut my self up pretty bad. So I make it to the waffle house and asked for help, next thing the police shows up, and since I don't have any ID on me they took me to jail for public intox. I went to jail that night on Sunday morning they released me, I did see Adam in jail so he was able to give me a ride back to I'm not sure what to do right now, I want to end it, I hate my problems, the world would be just better off without me.