So I guess if I did kill myself the only that would care would be my parents, but it's clear to me at least that I am and continue to be a burden on them. I feel like they would be better off since they wouldn't have to support me financially and maybe just not have to deal with me in genral. I have other family but I rarely talk to any of them, and other than that I don't actually know anyone, I don't have any friends or anything. And I feel like I'm just a burden on society in genral and that if I died I wouldn't be wasting everyones time. Suicide just seems like the best option.