I hurt people.. I hurt soo many people. I feel like I have to get physical pain in return. I hurt on the inside..but I need to hurt everywhere, the outside too. No matter what I do, I can't stop hurting them.. I can't do anything right.. I just... have to.. it's what I deserve..I don't want to..cuz I'd have to start all over..again.. but at the same time.. I do want to, cuz that pain..would feel good, but hurt at the same time.. I need it..so bad.. I just..deserve nothing but pain right now..