i feel weird. there is an extra person inside of me. its like im 2 people. but one i cant control. the real me is so low and drained and then i have another person inside of me. that i cant control. this person is so worked up and will only settle when i cut. its weird. i can switch from worked up, to lacking in energy so quickly. i want to die. i just want this pain to stop. can anyone relate to that?