I feel like I'm not worthy at all

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by airsupply, Feb 20, 2011.

  1. airsupply

    airsupply Member

    I should be happy. I'm not. I'm married. To a man. I have two kids. Yet I'm depressed as hell. I want to be with someone else. But she hates me. I want to go to her and ask her if she'd ever be with me again. And if she says no. I'm afraid of what I would do.
     
  2. Julia-C

    Julia-C Well-Known Member

    You are the only one who can decide what you should do. Ask yourself a question, is knowing what her answer will be worse or better then not knowing? That's the only tid bit I can offer. I hope you find answers.
     
  3. airsupply

    airsupply Member

    I'm in gut wrenching agony not knowing. I tried to cut her out of my life but it would never go away. I cant make 8 years of intense love go away. Im so confused. I have made some wrong choices in the past. I was hoping that would help me learn. They haven't.