i feel like im trapped here, i need to get out. ive try to commit suicide more than once, i also self harm alot. my boyfriend found out and told me how crazy i was, he told me im a physco, and he hated me. its not that im crazy, i have issues i have problems, i just want help but nobody ever seems to care. right now im on the edge, i need to get out. i dont feel like belong here anymore, i feel like its my time to leave. i have nobody right now, everyone has seemed to walk outta my life. im only 17, and i have to deal with so much right now, i cant sleep, i constantly feel sick with worry. nothing seems to be getting better. the one person i cared for, made me like im worthless like im not ment to be happy he put me down and made me cry all the time. i dont have any family. i need help but having nobody here to help, makes it seem harder. it makes me feel like im going to explode one day. its time to get out, and do this for myself. time for peace, no more pain !