I feel like everything is my fault, anytime we fight in the end everything is always my fault. Before I was happy, now I feel miserable and I keep thinking every time we fight or get into an argument that it's my fault. Before I was really laid back, now I'm angry and anytime I'm around him I feel angry, upset, sad or paranoid. In my head, I feel like I'm the one that's starting everything. Anytime he wants to have sex and I say, No he says I'm neglecting him and that I don't love him and if I don't have sex he'll break up with me. I feel like such a horrible girlfriend, I hate myself at this point, and I don't even know who I am anymore. Keep getting constant headaches, back pains and my stomach is always hurting. Don't understand why.... my health is getting worse. I'm getting panic attacks, what's happening to me?? Some people told me that he's abusing me and when I tell him that he's being abusive towards me and tell him how he makes me feel. In the end, he told me that it must be.... my other personality taking over and that I'm being paranoid and seeing things.... I'm going crazy? Am I the one who's crazy? Please someone help.... I'm so tired of being in pain.... :upset: