My world is crumbling fast. Whilst I'm not depressed or suicidal, I sense things going beyond my control. The voices and thoughts are too much, constantly racing so much I can't concentrate on anything. I've admitted defeat and I've gone off work sick which I'm absolutely gutted about. Now the paranoia is kicking in and I feel incredibly agitated. I'm waiting to see the GP but I don't know if I'm going to be able to wait that long. I feel like such a failure and like I've let everyone down.