I feel like I've got no purpose

My world is crumbling fast. Whilst I'm not depressed or suicidal, I sense things going beyond my control. The voices and thoughts are too much, constantly racing so much I can't concentrate on anything. I've admitted defeat and I've gone off work sick which I'm absolutely gutted about. Now the paranoia is kicking in and I feel incredibly agitated. I'm waiting to see the GP but I don't know if I'm going to be able to wait that long. I feel like such a failure and like I've let everyone down.

 

Work is normally the only thing that keeps me grounded. I'm so gutted and upset but I had no choice because if I make a mistake it's not just me that faces the consequences. But I feel like I'm nothing now. Like I've failed and let everyone down. Not just my family and my colleagues bit myself aswell.

 

thoughts of hope your way and that this time until gp passes fast

 

I know it hurts but try not to be so hard on yourself. My thoughts are with you and I hope you make it through this difficult time.

Be safe and be strong