I feel like Job

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Heidi517, Sep 7, 2016.

  1. Heidi517

    Heidi517 New Member

    January 2011...divorce after 32 years
    May 2011...son killed
    August 2011....left job I had for 28 years, seeking fresh start
    November 2011...daughter in law diagnosed with rare and terminal form of cancer
    April 2012...son killed
    July 2015.....daughter in law died 4 days after I married a wonderful man
    I thought it was time for me to live again
    I was wrong.
    March 2016....diagnosed with fibromyalgia. Stage 4 kidney failure means very few meds are safe. Pain is constant. Progressing.
    I'm tired. Physically. Emotionally.
     
  2. Brittless

    Brittless Well-Known Member

    Hello Heidi.
    Welcome to the site though I am sad to see these things have brought you here today. For your two sons and daughter in law, I am sorry for your loss. I also suffer from an illness that causes me constant pain on a daily basis. I don't know exactly how you feel but I know how that feels so if you'd ever like to talk, I am here.

    -Brittany.
     
  3. Heidi517

    Heidi517 New Member

    Thanks. I just feel like I need to vent tonight. It's all just so unfair
     
  4. Brittless

    Brittless Well-Known Member

    Well feel free to vent. I find the forums are particularly good for that. I couldn't agree more. Life is very unfair. Life is a shit show. But there are some good moments I suppose that I cannot deny.
     
  5. Rockclimbinggirl

    Rockclimbinggirl SF climber Staff Member Safety & Support

    Welcome to the forum. Sorry for your losses. Are you getting any professional help?
     
  6. Frances M

    Frances M Mountain Woman

    I feel so terrible reading your post, all the losses and pain. All I can do is wish you courage. xx
     
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