I have X pills infront of me, waiting for me. Why cant anyone just push my buttons , tell me Im worth shit , that I dont deserve to live JUST ANY FUCKING THING THAT CAN MAKE ME HATE MY SELF MORE THEN ALREADY DOES!!!!! AND FOR FUCKS SAKE WHY DOESNT MY PARENRS BUY MORE PILLS , x PILLS WONT DO SHIT ANYWAY !!! FUCK !!!!