I'm glad I found this site, I have no one I can talk to you confidently.
I'm 19, I have no job, I'm not in school, I have no friends, I spend all if my time at home being alone, so I feel comfortable being by myself, going out feels so uncomfortable, I wish it was just me in the world. My family has little money, so doing and going to things is difficult.
My life for the past 2 years has been the same day after day. I live like a hermit, I have no deserve to do anything anymore, I'm not as cheerful as i was, honestly I'm a different person.
I was going to school, just for one class but I just recently dropped it after 2 classes, I hate people now, I'm a hermit.
Looking at my old friends and seeing how they progressed with there life and how they are growing up makes me feel like ending mines. I still feel like a child compared to them, I have nothing to look forward to, except feeding my dog or something, I had big dreams but they are gone, now I wait here until I crack and can leave this world.
I can't do anything and I can't be anything, I know I'm young to think like this but it's how I feel
I'm 19, I have no job, I'm not in school, I have no friends, I spend all if my time at home being alone, so I feel comfortable being by myself, going out feels so uncomfortable, I wish it was just me in the world. My family has little money, so doing and going to things is difficult.
My life for the past 2 years has been the same day after day. I live like a hermit, I have no deserve to do anything anymore, I'm not as cheerful as i was, honestly I'm a different person.
I was going to school, just for one class but I just recently dropped it after 2 classes, I hate people now, I'm a hermit.
Looking at my old friends and seeing how they progressed with there life and how they are growing up makes me feel like ending mines. I still feel like a child compared to them, I have nothing to look forward to, except feeding my dog or something, I had big dreams but they are gone, now I wait here until I crack and can leave this world.
I can't do anything and I can't be anything, I know I'm young to think like this but it's how I feel