Over the last few months I have wanted nothing more than to isolate myself from everyone, and stay home...all the time. I've been hurt too many times, rejected and hated by society at large my whole life for not being like everyone else...no one tries to understand me...they either tell me to fuck off or talk over me...ignore me.......Now this antisociality is becoming stronger....It irritates me now for someone to call my phone...I've takened to unpluging it...or hanging up....I don't feel as lonely as before either....maybe I'm getting used to it?....I've been trying to accept that I will never have anyone. I hate having to leave my house. I've been in seclusion for over two weeks now....and don't see that changing....It's better for me this way. People don't like me, anyways....never have.