I feel like one of those trolls on yahoo that confesses this..I have and had a slight obsession with my uncle. I've known him pretty much all of my life. And to be honest I've never had a crush on someone before let alone had lust for them. I guess no one really comes to my standards not even my uncle. But something about his personality really puts me on. He is the ideal man. Funny, smart and very good looking. Albeit a little overweight. The reason why I have never found one guy I liked in school was because I was well a loser. I never talked to any guy and no guy has ever talked to me before. I was and am the quiet type that never made a friend in high school...let alone a boyfriend. I was teased horrendously because of a body issue of mine. I already know I have really bad mental problems like depression possibly severe and anxiety which is also severe. Well please tell me that this is somewhat normal and that some people other than me has this problem? Because I am feeling more and more like a freak of nature.