I'm walking around like a zombie, like I'm not even there mentally, just doing things. I'm so disappointed in life, I've tried so hard for years and its never my time to e happy, all I get is shit. Psychopaths keep coming in to my life from all directions, its like I need to stop going out or stop talking to people to be able to avoid them. Its like I can't escape bad people. I deserve love but I'll never get it so whats the point.