so far, i have had the unfortunate experiance of 9 people i love leaveing me in one way or anouther! they all died in diffrent way some more tromatic than others! and i just feel soo alnoe, and asif everyone is leaving me! my friends just seem not to care, because i always put a face on, but i just miss them all so much and would give anything to see them again! why wont anyone help me!