I feel so alone. I don't know what to do. I don't have anyone I can go to. I have so much to deal with right now and I can't do it anymore. I am so tired of feeling responsible for everybody. I'm so tired of feeling like I can't do anything but hurt the people I love. I want to make everything stop now. I can't stand this anymore. I want to fix everything for everyone but I can't. I want to end it all now.