I feel so crap I dont no what to do any more. I constantly think of dying. Aload of stuff has happened I cant forget . All I want to do is die. As I grow my set of wings to fly. Please dont question why. Im sorry I couldnt say goodbye. If I had told you. I no you would of stopped me. I couldnt face another day. Life has its ups and its downs. But mine always had its downs. At least now I dont weap and frown.