Thankyou all so much my head is spinning so much and swinging like crazy up and down mood swing's as I'm having ECT and not able to take my Lamictal I don't know if it's making any difference.But I feel shattered non stop crying and going all over the place,sometimes it's the past getting to me sometimes it's everything I'm so screwed up I don't know what to do.:sad:
I'm serious I don't know what to concentrate on I can't stop thinking about ending it all,today I usually go to the market every Saturday and the library as usual like an Ocd ritual and I just slept through to the afternoon.I'm scared I'm sick and tired of this feeling I'm so mixed up of what I should do what I should focus on I feel I'm so ruined.:sad::sad::sad: