I feel so in control...

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by Sycotic_Sarah, Nov 4, 2007.

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  1. But so weak, dizzy, sick, ill...

    I haven't ate anything in 4 days, almost 5.
    I have lost 11 pounds.
    I feel so fat and disgusting.
    I want to lose more.
    And more.
    And never eat.
    A single.
    Thing.
    Ever.
    Again...
     
  2. powder_girl

    powder_girl Active Member

    *hugs*

    when i dont eat i dont get that stuff...i feel okay and floaty, really light and awake and awware and just bright eyed...i dont get pain after the second day and i feel worse when i eat
     
  3. Harrowdown

    Harrowdown Well-Known Member

    i remeber getting an awful awful taste in my mouth thats what i remeber the most
    that and not really wanting to move much
    opeining doors was difficult, took alot outta me
    and god i never could get warm, i'd lay right down in front of the fireplace and not be able to warm up

    i felt in control i guess, in a way my life never seemd to be
    but jeez did i fantisize abouteating, all the time eating eating eating
    it was almost sexual

    and then it was in the hospital and iwas the first anorexic guy they'd ever had
    i felt so special :p
     
  4. savetoniqht

    savetoniqht Well-Known Member

    :sad: please be careful. :hug: :hug:
     
  5. Metallica*Melinda

    Metallica*Melinda Well-Known Member

    I know that feeling I love it...
     
  6. yeah
    well
    ruined it now
    people know
    so
    whatever
     
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