I have been feeling so low that I'm thinking of ending it all. I haven't cut in years and have started to now. As well as starving myself. The only comfort I get, I you can call it that, is to play my music really loud on my headphones. To drown out the voices. I haven't many friends. No one to talk to. They wouldn't understand. They would say stop being dramatic, feeling sorry for yourself. I can't seem to find the words to explain myself. Also I'm addicted to painkillers. I'm hurting myself any way possible. I just want to talk to someone. I literally have no contact with anyone on a daily basis. I feel so lonely.
I know how you feel, people are always invalidating my feelings and it's so hurtful. You won't be alone here and you can always talk things out. This is a great site because you won't be judged unfairly.
I hope hun you keep reaching out here ok lots of caring people here hun that understand and don't judge h ugs
