I feel so messed up I can barely type....

[stealth]

People always say to vent but I literally dont know how when im like this, I dont care about anything, and am having a hard time alone typing this out. Lately Ive been staying in my house staring at the tv, and simply contemplating on ending it all.................I cant even express myself the right way to let others know how i really feel............ its like i feel a certain way but i cant describe it, or even care too.................................I feel like something is seriously blocking my brain from working........anyone else ever feel like that? later..................

 

[andyc68]

staring at the tv everyday, sounds like me.
just sitting there not seeing anything feeling unemotional and detatched from everything.

 

[Depressed-Nath]

Me all day every day but i also like to stare at this computer screen. I dream of ending it all ive tryed 3 times and failed the 3rd time i knocked my self out but rope busted DAM!

 

[firelizardee]

I know the feeling. It is possible to get through this and for things to improve, believe me. If you are in the UK phone The Samaritans, they are always there to talk to. Last time I called them I could barely speak, but they gave me the time and the support I needed. If you are not in the UK there is Befrienders International or other suicide help lines.

I've tried many times and I know that soon there will be another attempt. I've made my plans.

 

[Sasuke]

yes im 19 and all day im either on the pc or watching tv. Im very anti social now.

 

[SwingLifeAwayxx]

yeah im just like that, i feel just like you do stealth.. if you ever want to talk, PM me