I remember when I was a child every time my parents get angry at me (i wrote something about it in the "abuse" section) I thought that the world will be better if I die so when I was a child I just stared at the stares thinking to jump off. My foot was really on the edge I dont remember why I did not jump off tho.
Another one was of course another "fight" with my parents I got a rope tied it tightly aroung my neck. I dont know why I showed it to my mother she stopped me. I also tried lying upside down to make blood flow to my head, I believe it causes some sort of death. Now that I'm older (17) I get suicidal thoughts but I dont act it out I. For an unknown reason my sadness turns to rage. I feel so pathetic cause of what I've done...I feel so weak as a person... compared to other people my so called problems are very little and insignificant...
Another one was of course another "fight" with my parents I got a rope tied it tightly aroung my neck. I dont know why I showed it to my mother she stopped me. I also tried lying upside down to make blood flow to my head, I believe it causes some sort of death. Now that I'm older (17) I get suicidal thoughts but I dont act it out I. For an unknown reason my sadness turns to rage. I feel so pathetic cause of what I've done...I feel so weak as a person... compared to other people my so called problems are very little and insignificant...