I cannot cry, I cannot lie, These feelings inside me will not die, My time has come, the day is near, For me to finally end my fear, There is no more I can bear, I was the quiet kid, that cried in school, the one everyone called a fool. I love my family, they will be hurt, from what i am about to do, but its nothing compared to the hurt i have been through. At age 14, violently raped, but I was the one that was to blame. On this earth, i will never seek happiness, only to put my faith in where my next stop will be. Goodbye evil world, for i have tried, i have suffered, with all my strength, now it is time to say goodbye.