Hi, I feel like i'm intruding whenever i message everyone here. The thing is, i try so fuckin hard and it seems no one gives a crap about what i do or whatever. Two days ago, i tried to kill myself (i wont mention how) and it didnt work, so i ran into my mums room crying about wat i tried to do, she just went back to sleep after talking to me for 2 minutes about how upset she'd be. utter shite. We went to my mums mates tonite(sometimes i feel i can talk to her more than mum). It was a really bad time their. It was as if wat i was saying didnt get into her skull, all she caRED about was about her daughter goin to her dads(which happens every week so why give a fuck???). Plus, i cant say she was that nice to me today, even the slightest comment makes me upset(which isnt nice):sad: All she said why try to kill yourself all the time, is that want you want to do for the rest of your life. Maybe if i do you self centered you know wat if thats all you can say to me. Regards, Aaron PS. All i'm doing now is weighing the odds of me lasting the next few weeks. Its very slim.