I really don't know what to say. I had to lie about my age to get on this site though, because I just want to vent. I am twelve, but these site owners doubt that. I heard that posting on forums helps to not cut, so here I am. Well, so here's my boring story that is not enough to cause suicidal thoughts: So, a year ago, my mom dies. My dad starts beating me, classic sob story. It gets kinda bad though later, because I start to not be able to sleep. Yay! Insomnia. Then, I go anorexic, because insomnia just isn't enough. Finally, I'm here now, and I'm starting to hear voices. I don't know what this means, but I truly want to make it all stop. So I cut. I'm only one cut in, but it's so addictive. I really want to again. Someone help a worthless piece of trash boy.