I really hate my life and I feel there is no point in trying most days. Everyone wants me to listen to them.... especially when they want to label my character. Yet when I voice myself, it feels like in vain....even here sometimes Don't get me wrong, I appreciate there is a place like this, and I understand that other people are hurting to, but sometimes, it just feels like my words get lost in the shuffle if that makes sense. I really am trying to better my life, but I am limited to so many options at this time. I honestly don't know if there is a better way out other than finding the strength to take my life. I just want the pain to stop. Sorry if this sounded vague...I am too tired right now to go into every little detail into what's wrong.