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I feel utterly hopeless

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chickee

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I am so depressed and anxious right now. I have such a hard time interacting with other people and get so nervous that I make people uncomfortable. I have constant thoughts that people hate me and that I should die and get it over with. It's these constant thoughts that make me miserable. I think "oh my gosh, she thinks I'm such a loser, I bet she hates me" and on and on and on. I truly don't feel accepted wherever I am. People around me get together and talk about how much fun they had when I wasn't even invited.

I think it's too much right now. Can anyone relate? or am I a complete and total freak in addition to being depressed?
 

total eclipse

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Staff Alumni
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you are not a freak and the people who not are cruel and not worth your time
I hope you continue to reach out here okay You are not alone here please know that hugs:hugtackles:
 

lachrymose27

Well-Known Member
#3
totally relatable. It's something to do with anxiety and possible avoidant personality.. maybe want to see a therapist to see what's really causing it. low self-esteem?

I am so depressed and anxious right now. I have such a hard time interacting with other people and get so nervous that I make people uncomfortable. I have constant thoughts that people hate me and that I should die and get it over with. It's these constant thoughts that make me miserable. I think "oh my gosh, she thinks I'm such a loser, I bet she hates me" and on and on and on. I truly don't feel accepted wherever I am. People around me get together and talk about how much fun they had when I wasn't even invited.

I think it's too much right now. Can anyone relate? or am I a complete and total freak in addition to being depressed?
 
#4
definitely relatable. have you ever tried cognitive behavioral therapy? i am a therapist and i know that it has worked really well for many of my clients who express the same emotions. google it and see if you can find a cbt clinician in your area under your insurance, please. i only say this because i think it could really change your life.
 

Yati

Well-Known Member
#5
I understand you feeling and have similar feelings. I try not to focus on the people who don't want to know me and rather the people that love me.
 

hollowvoice

Senior Member & Antiquities Friend
#6
you are definately not a freak i hope the support here helps lift a little bit off your depression
you made me laugh when you wrote "she thinks im such a loser"welcome to our gang on sf you will be totally accepted lol
 
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