I am so depressed and anxious right now. I have such a hard time interacting with other people and get so nervous that I make people uncomfortable. I have constant thoughts that people hate me and that I should die and get it over with. It's these constant thoughts that make me miserable. I think "oh my gosh, she thinks I'm such a loser, I bet she hates me" and on and on and on. I truly don't feel accepted wherever I am. People around me get together and talk about how much fun they had when I wasn't even invited. I think it's too much right now. Can anyone relate? or am I a complete and total freak in addition to being depressed?