hello everyone, i feel terrible today. i'm 24 and single. and i totally lost interest in my life. in fact i felt that terrible that i spoke with my best friend. he was that shocked because i felt suicidal that he wanted to call the ambulance. it was like i cant handle you , i get no time for you. im a student, but i dont see people there often. at my work im arounded by alot of girls, but they seem to ignore me. my best friend just told me it's probably because i always talk bad about me and that im just acting weird. it's just that im so depressed . my best freind said, i just have to get up, and that 50% of my bad moods and depression are just made up to get attention well the interesting thing is i have a friend far away that i could visit. well i would fly there. he told me i can come, an stay as long as i wish, but my best frienmd told me that would just be running away from my problems. (i have debts,depression, no girlfriend, and work schedule + university). what you people think about that?