Started to post and then realised that I forgot to introduce myself. I'm 27. Live in Israel. Had one attempt, 8 years ago, in the army. Something... the only way I can describe it is a miracle - saved me. Since the, thinking about it all the time, but never got enough guts to try again. May be this year I'll do it. Unlike most people on this forum, I have no problems. Well - may be I do have some, but this is not the cause. I just see no point in living. There are many methods to make life better. But without knowing the answer to the basic question, all that methods are useless. And the question is - does the life worth living? My answer is no, I just see no future I can possibly like. It makes all the struggle senseless. I consider life as imprisonment, and want(dream) to get out.