I fuck everything up!

[BravoFREAK]

well i had just thought the other week i would cruise life
cut out the suicidal feelings...
i know i hate my life but i could live through it for others sakes...
NOW! cuz of me feeling like this, im fucking up others lives
i cant live with all this
i dont want to
i just want this all to be over

 

[youareallbeautiful]

im sorry you feel like that
im also glad you have found other reasons to hold on, keep reminding yourself of those reasons, especially when things get too much. i dont know your situation, but im sure you dont fuck everything up, and your probablly being hard on yourself, as so many of us here are.
if you dont mindme asking, what is your situation? why do you feel like you have ruined things?
xxxxxx