Oh my god. I just cut across my cheeck a number of times. Didn't notice that it really went trough the skin untill I saw the blade was all red. Don't know how bad it really is, haven't dared to look in a mirror. Just know that I tissue I put up there really stuck to it. I have to go to work in like 5 hours. Like I said, I dont know how bad it is, but I am sure it is noticable. Nobody knows I started cutting again. I have no idea why I went for the cheek, already went for the foot, leg and arm earlier in the evening. I know the vodka bottle that was nearly full at the begining of the night is now half empty. Fuck, my skin just started "pulling" like crazy, I don't know how better to describe the feeling but I am sure you'll know it. Looks like I wont get any sleep tonight at all. Fuck!!!