I fucking hate the life you have given me the pain you have caused in a place so deep within it cannot be hidden forever and comes out when everything is ok i'll never heal because you will forever haunt my thoughts and dreams if i could erase my childhood completely and remember none of it, I would so sad to say i wish you had pulled that fucking trigger it probably would have hurt less. this is a torture i want to end i don't care how just end. ever just want to scream and never stop i feel like that right now i want to cry and hope my tears can make you feel how i feel wounded like an animal left for dead with an open wound i'll never heal never trust only cry within myself because if i cry out loud no one will really hear
