I fucking Hate...

[tishany]

I fucking hate the life you have given me
the pain you have caused in a place so deep within
it cannot be hidden forever and comes out when everything is ok
i'll never heal because you will forever haunt my thoughts and dreams
if i could erase my childhood completely and remember none of it, I would
so sad to say i wish you had pulled that fucking trigger
it probably would have hurt less.
this is a torture i want to end
i don't care how
just end.

ever just want to scream and never stop
i feel like that right now
i want to cry and hope my tears can make you feel how i feel
wounded
like an animal left for dead with an open wound
i'll never heal
never trust
only cry within myself
because if i cry out loud no one will really hear