for those who have read my posts you know how i feel.like shit. i feel like crap about myself and now everything gets worse and worse. my parents keep saying i can fight my fear to mirrors by myself but i really cant. ive really tried but im really tired of it! i have a friend at school who might feel a little like i do and i would like to talk to her about this. i know she feels bad with herself but i dunno how to talk to her. she is my last hope, i cant get help by myself so maybe ill only wait or die. nothing makes me happy or sad. im like dead inside or im a robot. ive heard this so many times. i have friends but i dont fit their profile. please give me some advices. i need them! thank you so much.