Guys, life is truly hopeless for me. I know I will continue to live on as long as I am still alive, but I am just meant to exist, and nothing else. I been lonely for the last 10 years without any kind of support. I been seeking support via several therapists, counseling groups, and even a psychiatrist, but nothing has been working. I try joining various clubs, student organizations, recreational activities, social gatherings, Fraternity, parties to get myself out there and try to meet people, but life just wouldn't let me. I try to talk to my parents about my problems but they don't want to hear it, they rather talk about something else other than my problems. It get even harder when not even your own family will lend you an ear. From here on out, I'm on my own, whether if I hit the dust or reach toward the sky, I will experience and make those choices alone. I'm in colleges hours away from my families, with hardly any friends, with barely passing grades, and with the struggle to continue living life, sometime I think it just too much for me. I could quit college, and ruin my future or I can continue living a lonely life at college. Either way, both choice don't make sense. All the lonely weekend nights I have to endure, all the time I spent eating alone in the dinning hall, all the time watching happy people in groups with their friends and love one, when is it just too much to handle?