I don't know why I keep trying. Maybe cause I'm just so lonely. I've got ad's looking for someone on all the dating sites, and I still get no responce. I don't understand what's wrong with me. I think I'm a funny guy, yet women are only attracted to the young, and phyically fit. Most of the staff memebers at work are under the age of 30, all they want to do is drink and party. I was invited to the bar, but what am I going to do there? I don't drink anymore nor have I been in a bar for 20 years. So I declined going. I'm surrounded by kids, any adult's are married or other wise attached. Being alone sucks. Sure there are people I chat with on msn, but when there isn't phyical contact, it's just not the same. I guess I'm just bound to be alone for the rest of my life. Ah well, I'm sure it won't be that long of a life anyway. Our family history is really rocky after the age of 50. a few more years of misery, I can handle that.